January sneaks in,
a rogue shadow
cold, then warm,
some snow, some rain,
no rest for my mind
it doesn’t know where to go
I am incapable of helping
those close to me who suffer,
cannot stop their pain
Helplessness:
a caretaker’s foe
no off switch
want to fly away
and become the un-caretaker
Narcissist
for a day
Suburban Hobo 